Can someone tell me what to do? How??? I am sure that what I did was wrong, very wrong. I seriously don't know what my decision should be. I want to cry, share my problem with someone. Should I just yield, continue or end all these? I don't understand myself. It's hard, very hard but I like challenges. I hope to yield, but I think that I can't do it. Just why can't I do it? What's so hard? It's not like you're the only person in this world. I shouldn't dwell on this anymore. My decision may make me regret; with consequences I must face. I made a wrong move initially so I can only blame myself for all these problems.

jinHui is looking forward to go school!